Good bye

I'm walking away..
You have issues, and i really don't think you know what you want either. I am not the one that is going to get caught up in that. You have no respect, and absolutely no manners towards those you "care" about.
It's a pity actually, you pull off the i have potential act quite well.You'd think I'd have learnt by now, but you had me going for while, in all honesty.

I will not contact you, will not answer your calls, and if you randomly pop up, i will ask you to leave.

I know i can do this, I've done it before.

Good bye and thank you for an interesting experience!

A First

Didn't think
this would happen.

You've managed
to take
mybreath away.

For the first time, i don't know how to react. And i'm not sure i like the feeling.

Just a little lost here..

The pleasure I felt at receiving your message was a burst that just made me miss you more. I made it; I survived the three weeks, you were just days away, and the message comes through..You made my day!

The day you were due back was a perfect summer's day; long and hot, lazy. And I waited.
Now I find myself a day later wondering if you're just trying to send me a massive hint. Is that it? Is it over with your return or was it over with your departure?

I'm not angry, just disappointed and sad, that feeling of being let down. I know that was never on your shoulders, but I was hoping. Always the optimist!

So is that it, am I slotting this one up as another failure, or are you going to be the one that understands me, and loves me for that?

Now!

This is it. No more "going to do this " or "going to do that". Just have to get down and do it.

Coming to the realisation of what it is that i want to do in this world, how i want to start making my mark, is a breath taking feeling. Some tight chested excitement!
I know that i will be able to achieve the goals that i am setting myself. I am capable of stepping up to the plate.

Sit back world, this is the first step to a beautiful life, filled with love; happiness; joy and great success!

The Begining

So you went. How could I hold that against you? A trip that you must enjoy. I do envy you though, but any one would.

The not in contact thing is going to be a bit painful, but I'm sure I'll survive!I have plans of my own to entertain for the holidays,prepare for the amazing year to come.

And you can bet your best that 2009 will be a year of great things, amazing achievements and I'm sure those unexpected surprises.

So this is two days in, several more to go.